hahaha...fun times w/ roomie and the suitemates. i love it. =D

so since i'm A.D.D.ing...i decided to blog...sleep early..n hopefully wake up to do my shtuff. hopefully!! cuz i have a lot of crap to do. this weekend was pretty awesome. i actually got to be a bum. i really shouldn't be cuz i have so much to do..but i decided i deserved to forget about all that stuff for a couple of days. teehee!!

hmm...saturday i was a complete bum! i was in my pajamas till 6 pm n the only reason i got out of them was cuz i got kidnapped by joyce. we went to film commercials n hang out w more loggers, which is always fun. laterz we went to tapioca express n had an interesting (for lack of a better word) dance-off in the parking lot. fun times! den mark wanted to come and visit n we decided to go bother cressa n crash at her apartment. hahaha. sowie cressa for disturbing u!! we were just really random. awww...that was a lot of fun. i really really miss being spontaneous. last quarter was so much fun cuz there was so many random and spontaneous moments. staying up till the wee hours of the morning...that was tight. and i'll always remember those times. but it just seems like everyone's a lot busier this quarter, including myself. honestly, i think i even promised myself that i can't screw myself over anymore...haha. not that i regret anything i did...because i 100% don't. i just have to be focused this quarter...it's kind of gross...but ya. that's a life of a bio major for ya. neverending hw. but it's cool...fun times. n wat i also miss is having "deep" conversations with people. u know...just getting to know ppl in that deeper level. i just felt like that hasn't happened in a while. but ya...that's y it was a gud weekend. i got to be spontaneous just for a little while n i got to know new ppl... that's tight. =D but it's all good. i'm happy right now. God has allowed me to see the glass as being half full. like...surprisingly...w/ all the crap i have to do sometimes...i never really get stressed out anymore. i just take it one at a time. n i'm thankful that i'm able to approach my life like that. haha..but the procrastination still needs a bit improvement. like just right now...hmm..i shud do something cuz i'm realizing all the things that are due...but crap..i'm stupid sometimes. but it's ok...one step at a time right?

oo..so i realized that michael jackson is awesome to listen to wen u need to get pumped up. listening to his music got me really happy. awww n right now i'm listening to my old mixed tagalog music cds. awww...i miss these songs. haha..i feel like i haven't been filipino in a while. i use to be pretty hardcore, but it's died down a bit. like..i use to be up-to-date with all the new stuff...but now i don't know what's going on. o well.

k..i think i'm gonna go watch clips of flip movies i have. teehee!!! =D ya...i need to sleep so i can wake up early...hmm...but not yet!!

my favorite flip song::

KAPAG AKO AY NAGMAHAL

ibibigay ang lahat, lahat.
handa kong gawin lahat nang iyong hiling
sukli man ay sugat sa puso
karamay ka sa hirap at saya
masaktan mo man damdamin ko
ako'y na diyan pa rin sa 'yong tabi

kapag ako ay nagmahal
ang lahat nang ito'y magagawa
'di magbabago 'di maghahangad
nang ano mang kapalit
kapag ako ay nagmahal
umiiyak man ako hindi ko ito ikakahiya
handa akong magtiis
kapag ako, kapag ako ay nagmahal

sa 'yo lamang iikot aking mundo
sa akin bale wala sasabihin nang iba
bastat alam ko mahal kita

kapag ako ay nagmahal
ang lahat nang ito'y magagawa
'di magbabago 'di maghahangad
nang ano mang kapalit
kapag ako ay nagmahal
umiiyak man ako hindi ko ito ikakahiya
handa akong magtiis
kung 'di ka man maging akin
lahat nang ito'y gagawin
kapag ako, kapag ako ay nagmahal

awwwww...i love it!!!!!