A two hour drive brought me back to Irvine yesterday afternoon. I have to admit that I was extremely lazy and did not want to make the long journey back. However, I know my obligations and so off I went. This summer has put a "blah" on my spiritual life. I haven't prayed in what feels like a long time and I think it's just because laziness has set in. I'm not working or taking summer school, so one would think that I would give as much time as I could to God, but that isn't the case. I guess I still have a lot of growing to do. But God always brings us back no matter how far we stray. Yesterday, although I didn't know it at first, He gave me just what I needed. Despite the fact that I almost abhor surprises because I'm one of those people who anticipate like crazzzy, it was a good music min meeting. I learned a lot from the "oldies'" talks. But most importantly, I was able to pray again...and I was prayed over too, which was really nice. I even found myself crying. I really felt the Spirit yesterday, and it's such a wonderful feeling that I haven't felt in a while. haha..but for some reason I felt really drained too. Geez..it was like a mini-retreat. Good stuff tho.

My sister's friends bought her tickets to the usher and linkin park concerts. i'm sooo jealous. i wanna go!! =( but it's all sold out. Sadness. I feel so bloody unproductive this summer. Don't get me wrong..I'm having fun doing nothing...too much fun I think. And I have liwanag and CCE and ARC...but I still feel like I'm not doing enough. Ya, I like keeping busy because I hate feeling like I'm wasting time. It bothers the heck out of me. But I guess I should just enjoy it while it lasts cuz i'm gonna be sad when school starts up again.

On another note...I need money mayn. :(