Haha..my family seems to be playing a scene from tanging yaman the movie right now. The part where everyone's fighting about land but in our version they're doing it while my poor grandma's in the hospital. How sad. I don't know why people like to focus on all that petty stuff. I kind of think that's why my grandma hasn't gone yet...instead of her illness making my family closer, it's almost tearing us apart. I think she knows that there's unsettled business...I think she's fulfilling God's purpose...but it sucks how she has to suffer so much as this purpose is being fulfilled. Iono..prayers for my family please.

Anyway, I'm back in LA altho i'm going back to Irvine tomorrow for some researching and volunteering. It's really nice to be home. Aww..as soon as I walked through the door yesterday I saw all the Christmas decor. My mom did a really good job with the tree this year. Thumbs up. All the lights and stuff helps to put me in the Christmas mood, which i honestly haven't been in lately. I guess I really haven't been doing a good job with preparing myself for HIM. I'll try harder.

I watched my lil sister's bball game today. ya IMMAC!!! goooo PANDAS!! woohoo!! haha. It was fun. They're not the greatest team and they didn't win, but it was fun yelling at the players and at the ref. I'm really loud when I watch basketball btw. But anywayz, i got really nostalgic. Reminded me of my bball playing days...of my teammates..of immac... ::sigh:: it was nice.. =)

Life decisions have to be made...and soon. Haha..maybe I'm being overdramatic. I don't know...

LEAD ME LORD...

ANYONE WANNA HANG OUT IN IRVINE? GIVE ME A CALL.