WHO AM I?!?

That is the question of the moment. Am I being myself or am I just acting out of character? I think ultimately it's a little bit of both. I'm just being too much...moderation is what I'm lacking. And a big part of it has to do with my current relationship with Him. I didn't even realize that I didn't go to Mass yesterday, when I never missed a single Sunday Mass during the school year. What am I doing?! Seriously. I've been very frustrated with myself lately. I've got my head in the clouds, always daydreaming and living in the past. It's time to focus and find my balance, which is something I've ALWAYS struggled with.

Along the lines of "who am i?" I've come to realize many things that I don't like about myself. Insecurities, flaws are resurfacing. I can honestly say that I've grown a lot, but I still need a lot of growing to do. Some say I'm too hard on myself? But that's just how I am and I think that's how I need to be sometimes. I'm excited to see who I am when this summer ends. Like many people have been saying...it's gonna be a summer of change and of growth and I'm really looking forward to seeing what's the outcome..not just for myself, but for everyone.

I would continue on this self analyzation but i'm hungry (as usual). Need time w/ the man upstairs? Blessed sacrament tonight ya'll..let's go and be with Him. Give me a call.