So, as some of you might have heard the EMT thing just didn't work out for me. Le sigh. There were many reasons that I just don't feel like discussing, but I know deep down that I made the right decision. Despite the fact that I could definitely look at the last few months as a complete waste of time, I don't see it that way. Maybe it's just me refusing to be sad by believing in that statement or maybe it's just my optimism holding on to hope. Either way I have no regrets and have actually learned a lot from my experiences. Either way I'm thankful.

So now I'm moving on...continuing on my search for lifelong purpose. I get this feeling that it's gonna be a long search. I don't feel any "clouds parting, angels singing" moment will be happening any time soon. I think it's just gonna be a trial and error process, which is fine. But maybe, just maybe, I'll be surprised.

Anyways, on to more important things. I've been feeling rather pudgy the last few days. I think I need to start my exercise regiment again. Eff. lol. I don't know about you, but exercise makes me tired. I don't know what people are talking about when they say exercise is suppose to make you feel happy and energized cause of the release of endorphins. Personally, I feel like poop afterwards. Although, this could be because my longest exercise stint was probably 3 days. haha. Welp, here's to more exercising and feeling like poop!

Even though life's kinda ehhh right now, I'm glad that I have something to be excited about. It's the possibility of starting a youth/young adult choir at my Church. I haven't felt excited about anything in a while, so hopefully this thing pulls through. Prayers please.

Speaking of choirs, I miss nMc. I miss serving on Sundays. I miss serving in general.

Ok, I think that's all for right now. I never know how to end my blogs. I think I'll just end by saying that "Tearing Up My Heart" by *Nsync just came on in my itunes and I'm diggin it. :D

Irvine visit on Saturday?? Take care everyone!