As time passes, I feel as if I am slowly realizing what I want out of life. And that's good, because I was so clueless before. A lot of trial and error and experience helped me to come to these realizations. What's a little frustrating is that I get the feeling that things are going to take longer than I expected or wanted...way longer. I foresee a looong and arduous journey ahead of me and I can only pray that my sanity won't be compromised (not too much at least). But then again, like Merideth said last week on Grey's, we shouldn't wonder why people go crazy. Wonder why they don't. AMEN.


I miss them...I wish I had more family here.