Adventagious

It's already the third week of Advent, but, in all honesty, it just hasn't felt like the Christmas season to me yet. Even with the excessive Christmas decor and lighting that my mom put up this year and Christmas jams on repeat everywhere I go...still, nada. I think it's partly because I've been focusing so much on myself these past few months. I've been working on my future, trying to fit into my new work environment, and just feeling challenged in every possible aspect of my life. It's a good challenge, though. The kind that builds character. But, sometimes I wish I were like some people who just, you know, have it. That it that's innate and effortless. Sometimes I wish I didn't have to feel drained at the end of the day from all the effort that I actually have to put in. Still, I can't complain. I know that my effort will eventually pay off. Life is good. Hectic and stressful, but when it comes down to it, I'm abundantly blessed.

I am in disbelief at how quickly Christmas is approaching along with the new year. I haven't bought any Christmas gifts yet, but I do have some ideas. One thing that I love about Christmas is giving presents, especially when it's completely unexpected. I love making people feel special. For some reason, though, I don't feel like gift-giving is enough this year. I have the urge to do something for people this Christmas season. Unfortunately, I'm still thinking of what it is I should do. I need to hurry up. Christmas is only 11 days away!!