This post is especially made for the del taco crew who keep bugging me to update. =P hmm...so apparently, according to Joe, I'm suppose to be random because people like random. Ok..well..let's see...

I'm really excited to be going home this weekend. I haven't been home in probably over a month. It's just funny cuz all I ever do at home is sleep and watch TV. Oh, and then there's my favorite part of eating home cooked meals. MmMmM!!! Yay! i'm so excited.

Well tomorrow's my lil sis' confirmation. Congrats to her. I remember my confirmation. To be honest, I didn't REALLY know what confirmation was about. I hated my confirmation class because it consisted of a lot of rude wannabe cool kids who were just there cuz their parents made them or they just wanted to socialize. Yup, I went to a pretty ghetto middle school. Hated it. I wonder how I turned out this way.

And on Sunday is of course Mother's Day. I never know what to get my mom or my parents for such occassions. It's usually just a card and flowers or something along those lines. Dang, I wish I had money so I could get my mom something really cool. But I'm not..so I guess all she gets is hugs and kisses. haha..O well...too bad. My mom is, however, all deserving of all the good stuff in life because..well..u just wonder how such awesome people exist in this world. All the sacrifices, all the hardships..now that's love. She's just the best. Love you mom!

Okay, enough of being mooshy. So I went to AMSA meeting yesterday and I realized that it's good going to those things and being around bio people because I'm reminded of how hard I need to work to achieve my dreams. it's so easy to slack off u know? ::sigh:: I still don't know if I can do it. Or if it's really my path. But I think so. I suppose God will reveal my path in time. God's funny tho and full of surprises, so you never know what you're gonna get (says Forest Gump). I have this weird feeling tho that He has something planned for me. I guess all I can do is wait in anticipation.

Well all the slacking this entire quarter has finally caught up to me. And it's time to be hardcore. Yesss...I'm energized and ready to go. I need to do well this quarter. So much pressure dude. I've had to deal with pressure my entire life. Ever since first grade. Haha..I was smart in the first grade. The only one in my class to get honors. I wonder what happened..

Wow..it's easier than I thought to be random. Although, i can be a pretty random person. K, I gotta go organize my life. Here you go GP. Hope you had fun reading during work. =P

till next time...