Currently, I am in the process of finishing up my applications for PA school. It's nerve racking. Is my application good enough? Will I get in the first time around? (Please, God, I hope so!) Do I have to move...to another state? No matter how hard I try to be patient, I always get these random spurts of, "I just want my career already! AAhhhh!" But I know better. I know that good things take time and most definitely a lot of hard work. I just wish I could be 100% sure. Sure that this is what I'm supposed to be doing. Sure that this is what's going to make me happy. Just sure.

I'm not lucky enough to be one of those people who just know their passion. Sometimes it makes me think that I'm almost impassionate, but maybe I just don't give myself enough credit. Actually, I realized a long time ago what's been masking my passion and now that I know, it's yet another thing I struggle with internally. I just have to remember to think positively and to trust in my decision.

Something that I'm pretty excited for, however, is that I'm going on a med mission to the Philippines in August. It's something I've always wanted to do. It's a big reason why I want to be in the medical field. I have no expectations, although I know it'll be awesome.

Other than that, I'm studying for the GREs, finishing up my spanish class, and feeling very poor. But, for sures, life is good. Ok, that's all I got right now. Peace.